Not Proud
Yeah…
I did something I’m not proud off just now
May not be much to most
Heck, May not even mean that much to me in the long run..
But sad to admit that I did something I am not proud off
Prick my conscience that I actually think of it as something not worth worrying
Stab my heart that I thought the world can still go on without leaving a scar behind…
And it hurts like devil’s teeth when I knew in my heart it is not going to change my perception of this world…
Isn’t there anything in this world can make me stop to think of the consequences of my actions?
Where is my inner sixth sense?
that helps me not make a fool of my self?
I really need to wake up and smell the air
thinking of it gives me chills I never knew would effect me that much…
What I did has no effect whatsoever to me… but the thought that what I did could harm someone else out there….. I am afraid….
gone the wind of calm….. hurricane is more like it…. I am going to start babbling….
