He ask…
A day goes by and I wonder what to be
When my heart flees to the sun
Yet my mind stays behind…
The day goes by
And I’m still wondering why
Even when its clear what he meant it by
I’m reluctant to comply…
Why dear?
So long the journey we’ve gone through
And not alone on this world
My hand is here in front of you
My heart I gave to you
Yet you refuse to make a sound
Giving space to silence for once……………………………………
Aniq,
Please….
Frown not upon my silence….
As you know me better,
I am not one to rush forth on life eternally
Doesn’t mean we forget each other…
It is not my choice to be bound to earth….
Yet, bound to her I am….
Dear breeze of my heart,
To be tied down I will not
For I will struggle with myself…
Keep me not close to your heart…
For my life is too large…
Saviour to the lost,
Hold me not to the ground…
Even if it is meant for my safety….
For my soul cannot be conquered ….
And my life has to be free…
Maybe its not meant to be….
Julius of my Ceaser
I know this is painful
I know I am being cruel….
A knife that slice through your heart….
A sword that guts your spirit and willpower…
But what choice do I have….
What choice do I have…..
What choice do I have…….
