This is Serious!!!
I left my heart out in the open..
believing that life could not be so cruel…
I walked away from her
thinking that she will be good
I don’t know what i was thinking….
I don’t know what i was giving…..
I don’t know what to do…..
And my heart fails me……
tore a strip in the middle and left it gaping
it hurts…it truly hurts…
feels like dying…yet it is not true….
for long I have kept it to myself…
It won’t do to hurt someone else’s….
but it doesn’t make it all right….
I know now that life is as it is…
I will not blame it to be cruel……
for it will make the world a bitter place to live in……
but the wound would not heal…..would not spread…..would not kneel…
it just stood still…..
should I not think about it…..I’ll be fine (which is obviously contrary)
but when i do…(and i swear this is true)
i felt it bleed….overflowing my heart with too much pain…
so much so… that i just can’t breath…
i am no quitter…
never known myself to give up completely….
but when my heart sings in sorrow…..
my life stood around me….never moving…….
I would run for peace…….
as what I am doing now…..
