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Just the other day

I was walking all alone down memory park

remembering the things we do together

those are the days when i can feel you

hear your voice and the thought of you

Warms down my heart.

the smile so sweet lights up my life

and i wonder what it takes to feel that way again.

just the other day…

as i sit down on an old bench in memory park

people walking down the way

holding hands together

smiling at each other without a care

and i thought to  myself why i let it go

those things that i know can never be brought back again….

I miss the old times when we talk to each a one

a laughter tinkling down my heart…..

Those soft shiny eyes and sweet smelling air surrounding us….

Oh i miss the times we had together that we lost…

it isn’t our fault…

it wasn’t meant to be…

just because those people loves each other doesn’t mean they were meant to be

it wasn’t our fault…

there’s nothing we can do…

the times was wrong for us to go and get it through….

so many times i long to say

so many times i hoped you’d hear

so many times i’ve lost the courage

for us to see each other and explain….

i wish it wasn’t like that

and i wish we could’ve faith in each of us

but it wasn’t meant to be…

it has been almost a year……

we’ve drifted apart

far away from each other

but our hearts i know are still together….

there may come a chance…

there may not be a second glance…..

i do not know which is going to be until the time has come each of us to see.

I’m lying alone with my head on my arms…. the sun shining up on the sky……and i asked myself…why this is so… for i lost all the memories i like…..

just the other day…. and i saw your smiling face…those sparkling eyes with humor inside and i wonder… have i lost my sense tonight….

for i can’t deny…..i can’t deny.. that the world is all around us…swirling in random lights and colours….. we’re standing all together…. holding hands…. held up high….wishing that the world will hold us…..

but…..then i remember…

that Yesterday….all my sorrows seems so far away…..where my life is full of joy…. where my heart is flying high…..with a smile in my eyes…..

i know i’ve got nothing to complain….

and i know i got nothing lost but gain

and i know deep in my heart…. i know deep in my heart….i am happy…….yes i am…..

there is soo much i’d like to do…. there is sooo much i want to do…. though time may work against me…. though time may not….. and life may ran away from me….it maybe not…..nobody knew…. sweet angel….. nobody knew…..

regret of life ….. i do not…..for that is not the way i believe in…

giving up on all is not what i care to be…….

my beliefs is mine to be……

my beliefs is mine i can give…

my beliefs is all i need in me…..