Archive for December, 2006

INSOMNIA

Friday, December 15th, 2006

I CANNOT SLEEP!!!!!!!!!!

i have been running like mad for the last month that my whole biological clock just crashes!!!!!!

cold……………..Very cold……… my head is screaming for a red light…. 5 minutes…..thats it….its all i asked…

just the other day i was thinking

y can’t i behave like normal people

y can’t i accept life like others do?

y can’t i just shut up and follow through?

i have this weakness…. a penchant… for the impossible….for the unthinkable….. unimaginable…..far fetched….

though many have tried to put a stop for my stubborness…..

though many have tried to reason out to draw me the picture….

though many have tried in vain to put some sense in my senses……

i just ignore them……even if it meant for my well being…

at worse…. i lash out….. sometimes unthinkingly……

no un problema…….i estará bien………. pero porqué no puede el control de i de mi rabia…..it no era como esto antes de que…….i deba disculparse por cada cólera…….. No soy una mala persona naturalmente….tengo que aprender controlar mi cólera…es la única manera
************JUST JOKING*****************

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